This is a confusing time to live in. There are guys who say that girls should not where makeup while many people think that girls look best with makeup on. You are suppose to be curvy yet really skinny at the same time. Some people are saying that girls who don't know they are beautiful are the most beautiful (one direction, they are confusing sometimes) but others say that those who are confident in their beauty are the most beautiful. Some boys say they like smart girls but sometimes the smart girls are teased by others so they hide it. If people try to be what others want them to be they would have to be like fifty other people. Anyway, there is today's rant, goodby

I miss california

You know how people, when they walk into the bathroom they check behind the shower certain for murders? I kind of do that, but not for that reason, I am checking to make sure another member of my family is not about to jump out and scare me and make me pee my pants.

I always get confused, if it is 12:00 lunch time, is it 12:00 a.m. or 12:00 p.m.? Because it feels like it could be the very end of a.m. time or the very beginning of p.m. time. also midnight, is that the very end of that day or is it the very beginning of the next day? 12:00 o-clock is a very confusing time for me ( '_' )

notebook entry one;

You know that moment when someone tells you to write something (like your first post on your new blog) and you have no idea what to write about and you just sit there with your fingers hovering above the keyboard with no ideas in mind. Then you get half an idea and you start writing but halfway through a sentence you realize you have no idea where to go with this so you erase it and the whole process starts all over. ya, that's how I feel, until I start to write about how I have no idea what to write about. That’s how a lot of my posts might be like, simply how I feel at that moment, because this is my notebook. So, a little about me. you know how some people are only loud and talkative after you get to know them, I'm not like that, I am loud around everyone. i get that from my dad. And I can take short jokes like a pro; I am 4' 8''. that's shorter than my sister at www.feelmysunlight.blogspot.com  I love art (my favorite class ever) music, singing, nature, reading, theater, and I have a slight obsession with Harry Potter, I read the books constantly, I am currently about on my 11th or 12th time reading through the series and my parents say they need to ground me from reading harry potter. I just love reading so much that I always have to have a book and I finish new books in about 2 days and then I have nothing to read, but harry potter. I love psych and Brian Reagan and I and my sister will burst out in quoting them if there is anything that reminds us of them. I have a great life and when I'm in a good attitude it feels perfect. I laugh at everything, and the funniest things seem to happen when I am not supposed to laugh, like during a test. Everybody is silent and I so that little choked laugh and everybody looks at me like I'm crazy, which is of course funnier so I laugh harder and it takes forever for everyone to calm down. And that is a little piece of my life, good-bye :)